Ok, I just do not want to know anymore, this torturous siege is stalling me and confusing my already bruised ego. To think ye still have the cheek of even calling me with the rejection I must breeze through like nothing has happened. If ye ask me I just do not know why the attempt at making a fool out of me and then hysterical with a sudden outburst of calls and messages, is this a way of testing my inner strength or is it a practical joke aimed at tormenting my already tired soul. If this is what ye want then I ask for at least the respect I deserve and the credibility for making the effort and mustering a huge amount of almost-forgotten courage to ask ye out or just give me a break and give me a chance for expressing my deepest regard for a relationship. If neither works out then I am satisfied to remain anonymous and us as strangers for the better part of our teenage life or be just acquiantances if the request for friendship is accepted. I for once do not lose out and ye can just happily be the family-oriented, hardworking and diligent person like ye always are. I do not want to contemplate failure or lose for those two are minor and insignificant. If ye stay true to yer feelings then I would not even squirm or make a din and my compliance to yer rights are forevermore enforced. I have said my piece and albeit short, comes from the deepest part of my heart which is of course my soul. I do wish ye the best decision ye make with success and future endeavours fruitful.

I do not wish to repeat the mistake of asking someone out and not being returned the honour, for I have learnt that no matter how hard I have tried, the best that I can hope for is for the appreciation and love of a girl I have set eyes on. This in mind, I am going to concentrate fully on the opportunity my parents had given me from the day I was born, which is education and now education abroad. I can never thank them enough for though their role are not that influential, they have played a crucial role in making me understand the Tao of Human perceptions and behaviour. In my formative years the advice my parents gave and mistakes pointed out have made me who I am today, for without them I would not have known the dark side of human overtures and the lessons remembered my infrastructure. Even though I have my ups and downs and somehow some part of them have affected my parents, they did not conplain for they know that I can stand on my own two feet and though that might sound too risque but it is testimony to the individual I have myself to believe. I shall dedicate this latter part of my blog
to my lovely parents, sweet and contemporary as ever.

I LOVE MOM AND POP FOREVER AND FILIAL PIETY BE A PART OF MY CAUSE!