Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Ambiguity or just plain bullshit

The reasons for trying to act as busy as possible is to showcase my intolerance to a particular individual, or so the story goes like this. How I actually get to know that girl is a mystery among sarcastic vandalism and the whatnots, the only good part of her identity is when she is not bugging me and bombarding my room (sans the over-friendly gesture). She is garrulous, uncouth and loud-mouth, she is the equivalent of Donkey of Shrek the movie (Ok, so I believe that Donkey is way better) reading a Sunday Heralds. The only time I can read a book and go online while having a drink on a peaceful day is when girl F (only to protect her identity) is not around beckoning me to watch a movie and/or eating my chocolates (of course I do not mind giving sweet treats to my friends but this? *groans and uttter exasperation*). And I have only known her for a couple of days!

Meeting this person could be the error of a lifetime but it is not that I hate her or discriminate against her colour (read race) but sometimes this kind of person can only deteriorate yer moral and living standards. The only thing ye can do is to get rid of this person or actually tell them that the way they are behaving is just like the primetime television program about some teenagers (especially the clingy ones) ye see on sunday or reprimand them without the slightest of sympathy for them at all! If they still do not listen then get ready yer running shoes because ye life from then on will be an endless course for torment and leech sucking (urgh, just do not get too close to me). Other than that, if the sophomore effort of yers work, then the ever peaceful paradise of calmness and goodwill will hang out like there is no tomorrow (pardon me for the pun). Send me an email, congratulate yerself, enjoy life and organise a party with a few friends and enjoy the freedom that abounds.

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If the only thing that could be worst is the rejecting of a love because the crushing of egos can be brutal and fatal. If just because of that they cannot accept no matter how much ye try to ameliorate or change, then forget about them. I just want to forget that person once and for all, stay as friends or whatsoever, as long as my love for her dies out. Even if reality sets in, I would just move on and give the afore-mentioned event without even a second thought because the past is a fragment of my memory, without definitely any significance but just an in-yer-face warning so that I would not suscept to this kind of adversity. Anyway, the future definitely comes with the uncertainty and I am ready without any doubt of the fishes in the water.

So now it comes to me saying farewell to that past and live with zest the obstacles that is to either baffle or soften me physically and mentally.

Anyway, what is the hurry?

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