Hhmm....its the holidays and i`m bored, so bored i am ready to ask anyone out, includin my dog! Anyway, yesterday went to a concert, its organised by my school, but was held in Victoria Concert Hall, name of concert? Its >>:Montage:<<, wat a "grand" name to begin with, the performance actually was kinda moderate, i dun really like it, it aint astounding as it sounds...even my friend thought its crap and halfway through the concert some 1/4 of the audience left! its funny but true! I dun think they should organise another one, it will disgrace me...hahahaa~! But yeah, its kinda fun though....Hhmm...i just couldn`t fathom the fact that some "encore" were actually planned! The audience seem to be forced into it, doesn`t it just sound so ironic? Anyway, i just dun wanna have anything to do with this school except for some of the teachers there!

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I am beginning to feel that life isnt all it seems, like i was from another planet, people simply just doesn`t understand me, i know i know, its a phase in growing up, but it is obvious teenage confusion have nothing to do with my predeciment. It could be my over-active imagination, it could be my supernatural abilities, it coul be anything, i am supposed to be someone with no worries, with nothing to do coz i have backups, but i am sinking into a reality adults often suffer from, can i not close one eye to whatever is or was going on? Coz once I have blinked an eye, reality sets upon me, of all that catching up i should do! Why am i questioning life? Why am i doubting every friend and everything i know? I have been finding a solution. Yes, indeed i have found solace in my religion, Asatru. But i can`t find answers sometimes! I kept trying to find out more about myself using quizzes and tests, but then, they just kept coming back with incomplete results, or new questions! Is life all that it seems, i often ask myself. But at last, everything just came to a nought. I hope my QUEST for KNOWLEDGE and ANSWERS will not bother my studies, that`s all i ask for, and which i want! Thanks to the people who cares about me, but please understand me first! Thank you