confusions of the third kind

2010-04-17T08:14:00.003+08:00

Hey Bitches, I'm back!Of course, Gossip Girl influence not withstanding, there have been couple of alterations to my lifestyle since my last blog entry and I feel, for a lack of a better word, very much adjusted to the state of things. With University being a dominant aspect of my life right now, the reduced blog entries just meant that I have more time for other pursuits such as socialising (

2009-08-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

One month into living a peripathetic existence,I foresaw my gypsy inclinations,Do allow my transgressions,into your territory.Live.Now.

2008-08-18T19:31:00.004+08:00

Seasons by seasons my heart goes unheard,in the yellowed leaves I plea for thee,that winter bequeathed a timely cold,to freeze the heart and let it go,tis the time for a relentless blizzard,the barren mother a souless ghost,Unmoved and unconcerned.

2008-08-09T11:31:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time since I've last blogged. Well, not so long but a month's worth isn't something to be proud of anyway.Let me see what I have been really busy with...Work.Renovating the new house.My own room! Like, finally!!!!!But it still sucks. (Don't ask me why)Contemplating on how many ways I can commit suicide without making it look like one. Dying the "natural" way should be on my death

2008-06-29T17:49:00.001+08:00

Nothing is impermanent. But love is eternal til it's owners die, then it becomes void.

2008-06-15T12:14:00.007+08:00

Wow! Some choice songs to show how you feel, or should I say that's how I feel now."Not ready to make nice""Without you"Both by Dixie Chicks, videos from Youtube. Such a nice voice, lyrics rocking, score superb, what else?Enjoy your Sunday while you can.

2008-06-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

It has been almost nine months since her departure. I can't fathom the feeling of emptiness inside that has been raging since that fateful day.Yes, emptiness.Someone who has never been left alone in his life due to the many wonderful moments with friends and family just felt empty, and lonely. Someone who just wanna have fun and ignore his depression just couldn't let go of this new and alien

2008-06-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

My life is a web of failures,not worth a second glance,this I wish not take a chance,the glowing need to unleash death,unto the self.

2008-05-23T17:09:00.002+08:00

Selfish. The world has it's most advanced creature torturing it's people and nature with blatant selfishness.Respect. The respect left in the population has diminished. What is left is hatred for kind and delusions in the minds...Watch and enjoy......................

2008-05-10T16:24:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow's Mothers' Day. But do people cherish and love their life-giver? I don't know much about you guys' devotion to your mum or lack there-of, but I know I do. I treasure the every moment we shared with the family, be it clashing of ideals or the sweet little family moments (ie. dinners, birthdays, events).I remember Mothers' Day every year to be a really festive occasion, much more

2008-02-22T18:01:00.002+08:00

SpecialNothingAtAll...What if we could turn back time to change things? What if we have the intuitive ability to predict what is unpredictable? Would I have known to treasure the ones around me? Sometimes it gets tiring. People in, people out. Subjective happiness isn't all that it seems. We can't just live the way we want to, concessions should be made, decision shouldn't be swift.Incoherent

2008-01-28T22:25:00.000+08:00

I've sorta lost the will to blog. My muse has disappear somehow, still waiting for her to come back. Or has it gone with her? I hope it would come back... sigh...

2008-01-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

WHERE AM I?

2007-12-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

SacrificeAre there anything else more pronounced and important as the word "Sacrifice"? Why do we make sacrifices? What is sacrifice? Why make it the most oft-used word on earth? Why not "regrets", give-and-take, or other more plebian words come out of our mouth? Is sacrifice that important? Why does it lead us to make the unexpected happen, the expected to be wiped away like sweat and the

Meow I

2007-11-11T15:15:00.000+08:00

It has been almost a week since her passing. The withering plants and hibernating bears seems to have gained a new light as the plants began to produce little studs of what seems like leaves while the bears awake from their deep slumber. A new beginning has come. The Dad went from wallowing in self-pity to drowning sorrow in red poison. I still can't think of a better word than this: self

2007-10-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

Do you feel that a lifetime of regrets would change things, or do you feel that a certain sense of sentimentality instead of pathos should coincide with your guilt and longing for a certain someone, be it a loved one or a total stranger? How do you feel if one day, that certain someone just disappears out of your life, with just nothing but memories to hold on to. Pictures disintegrate, yellowed

2006-08-10T13:34:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||| 30% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||| 43% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%

Forget the scuttlebutt, remove brashness.

2006-08-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'm torn, better not to be reborn, life needs more than motivation, wish to scour for more.Why dead? Then why alive? What incumbent lies! How exuberant. That childhood. How foolish. My adolescence. Why even succumb to temptation when that itself only sinks into an abysmal joint?How sweet. Tales of lies, trickling down ears. 10 twilights, 52 settings, intruding nights. If only the land of Milk and

Autodikdat in the millieu of exuberance

2006-08-05T17:14:00.000+08:00

Dead. Zombified. Nothing to say. The end. Taken out. Pushed to the limit. Asleep, Belly up, Bloodless, Blooey, Breathless, Buried, Cadaverous, Cold, Cut off, Deceased, Defunct, Departed, Done for, Erased, Expired, Extinct, Gone, Inanimate, Inert, Late, Lifeless, Liquidated, Mortified, No more, Not existing, Offed*, Passed away, Perished, Reposing, Rubbed out, Snuffed out, Spiritless, Stiff,

2005-10-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

This is a list of the quizzes i had taken today, some were of course bullcrap but some were indeed true blue, kinda surprised but were expected answers. Enjoy!Definitely a turn on people!You Are a Goth!You're so gothically outrageous, and you aren't afraid to flaunt it.Whether you dress up like Robert Smith or a tragic Little Bo Peep,chances are that you'll be parading around with the rest of the

Creationism? Definitely a hoax

2005-09-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

So, there seems to be a new sequence of events that seems incredulous, like the fact that I cannot write full 3 page essays on creationism and evolution, and the inevitable creationism versus evolution; the fact that the Eagles (Australia Rules, read: game) lost by 4 and that the Bush administration are all but squandering money not on the hurricane Katrina victims but on weapons and machinery

2005-09-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it, life aint that bad. The only thing that stops me from being happy is the negative thought instilled in my mind after some bad hair day. And that said i can only assure that my muse is waning. Come BACK PLEASE!!!

Rationality and not indecision

2005-08-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

Since the month of August is coming to an end, I would like to include this entry to sum up my thoughts. August to most people is a month of autumn serene and peaceful idleness (please excuse my Romanticised version of autumn), the time where people would fornicate because of the breezy temperature and warm sunlight that penetrate your skin and fill it up with a crazed amount of oestrogen and for

2005-08-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

I am really going to contemplate reading a book and actually concentrating on that main area of my life called studying (plus homework). I chose the book eventually, considering how interesting the read is, with the texture of the cover and other pages I relish the lush richness and finesse of it. I am sure I am going to enjoy this book, the title which is "The Shadow of the Wind" by Carlos Ruiz

2005-07-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

Ok, I just do not want to know anymore, this torturous siege is stalling me and confusing my already bruised ego. To think ye still have the cheek of even calling me with the rejection I must breeze through like nothing has happened. If ye ask me I just do not know why the attempt at making a fool out of me and then hysterical with a sudden outburst of calls and messages, is this a way of testing

Ambiguity or just plain bullshit

2005-07-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

The reasons for trying to act as busy as possible is to showcase my intolerance to a particular individual, or so the story goes like this. How I actually get to know that girl is a mystery among sarcastic vandalism and the whatnots, the only good part of her identity is when she is not bugging me and bombarding my room (sans the over-friendly gesture). She is garrulous, uncouth and loud-mouth,

This is so vague

2005-07-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

This is getting so obscure, like everyone I know cannot see, probably only the few with the worldly views and eagled eye enough to spot the difference. It seems that the only time I really get to read is the night (excluding daily visits to torment unsuspecting people, nah I aint like that.) The rationale is that the world is changing, but for how long? I thought that the Age of Aquarius has

Collision of the great minds (Doesn't necessarily meant the contents)

2005-07-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

I would like to say that the recent improvements in Singapore of the Art scene and other social aspects of Singaporean mindsets are positive to raise Singapore to be a more globally accepted nation but that can only prove the strict and abominable aspect of the Singapore government, that is the conservative views they sought to instill in the masses are still noticeably with the every step they

2005-07-17T15:40:00.000+08:00

In line for the reopening of the school for semester two and term three the begin, I have made myself comfortable with the idea that as time goes by, I would be deemed useless if I don't start a fitness regime of my own, a set of hobbies to curb with my urge to splurge in the city on cafes and fastfoods, a way of contemplating the existence of my life and to set goals for the course in University

2005-07-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

So, the time for a change of the themes for my blog. I am 17 and I want to change the layout and the things that might look at if I am 14 year old male blogger looking for immature and crude fun plus the occasional I-am-acting-so-gangsterish-my-cock-is-gonna-poke-yer-thing (get the V word?) entries the seems to please all those pre-adolescent youngsters who thought that they should be cool and

This is a lame title

2005-07-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

So y'all call me a lazy, narcissistic, arse-crack of a blogger. But what can I do? I cannot just change my way of writing the peaks and quirks of my excessive time wasting life. All I can say is that airing my views about everything from politics to sexuality is justifiable and do not need license, neither shall people's judgement force me to unwind the secrets of my life or even shut me up.

2005-07-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am back from five days of fun-filled adventures and bonding. Or was it since yesterday? Yup it is. Hmm, where should I start. Yeah, the five days were short but cleared up some past misgivings. And yesterday was the farewell to them. It was all good fun, but the emotions surged through the air like never before felt. I was almost choked by it, to the point of crying. It has happened before and

2005-06-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

You scored as Paganism. Your beliefs are most closely aligned with those of paganism, Wicca, or a similar earth-based religion. You may also follow a Native American religion.Paganism88%Satanism79%Buddhism75%Hinduism54%agnosticism50%Islam50%atheism46%Judaism46%Christianity17%Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)created with QuizFarm.com

2005-06-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm...to start with, life is nothing but a bitch! Heard that before? Well, chances are, if ye are to believe, its 100% true. Why am I saying that? Because if ye are in a country with 5 degrees celsius and below weather, stupid room that aint cosy, housemates who sleeps at 1 am in the morning and cooking in the wee hours of the night, well, ye got my idea. Simplifying this would be a waste of time

2005-06-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

I underestimated ye, I trusted ye so damn much. I have officially been made a fool or myself one. Why did ye did this to me, I dun want that, for I have put my heart into loving this great buddy. I have failed, truly the only thing that would complement would be a bucket of alcohol. I wanna poison myself, blood poisoning that is. The severity of yer actions had left me broken. Now ye called me

2005-05-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hey people, back from that long of a break, yep its been more than a month since I`ve blogged, but its definitely no surprise that I`ve got a blog on Friendster too. Hmm, now to get straight to the point, a woman full of anguish, frustration, despondency and utter desperation. She is Schapel Corby, the woman now on trial for possession of drugs. Thousands or even millions have heard about her

2005-04-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

I have to admit, i`ve gotta wake up at six tml, go beach, do some last minute photo taking then going to the airport for my flight back to singapore! Yes, singapore, i dun really miss it but i`ll be eating lotsa hokkien fried noodles and stuff like that, yup, lazy to elaborate. Hmm, it`ll be cool hanging out with my family and friends, see how things have changed eh? Time past in one blink of an

2005-03-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

Okok, so here`s the stuff: Today, i went to school as usual, though its exceptionally colder than yesterday, I still love it. Mad props to the divine, especially Thor. *smiles*After school, erm, well, that was it!! Yup, went to the supermarket to get some goods with Sarah, Penny, Ash and Lisa. I was laughing all the way, because Ash kept teasing everyone, especially Lisa. Yup, she is the victim

2005-03-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hmm...sands on my feet the whole afternoon, went to the beach with Michael, yep, he`s cool, he surfs! I`ll make sure I take every chance to learn this skill. Heheh! Yeah, so erm, sorry, didnt blog for the last few weeks, was lazy with no inspiration to blog, lol... I will be going back to Singapore in April! Woohoo! All the Char Kwey teows, Hokkien Fried noodles, Hokkien prawn noodles(soup of

2005-02-14T09:38:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys for the lack of updates, its either I do not have time for it or there were sopme complications. To start off, I had moved from my homestay to the Tuart Mews, where independence, responsibilities and freedom are offered. My homestay "mother" was actually stressed by alot of stuff, all related to me in a way or another. She was stressed with late payments from me to her, about whether I

2005-02-04T14:31:00.000+08:00

What? Can hear no f***? Then f*** into that deep abyss aiight? Lol! The world is such a joke. What cannot be accomplished were slammed with critical brutality and ignorant comments. Hmm... I am bored, with nothing to do. Homeworks, none. Argh! I need some entertainment, going to the beach and stuff like that! I love the beach, it really shows ye how ye must be open-minded to realise the eternal

2005-01-27T13:03:00.000+08:00

BACK!!! Two weeks passed so quickly, in such a short time I have made lotsa good friends, and from around the world, its cool! Yesterday was Australia Day, have had a really fun day. The people were acting crazy, having fun, dressed up in the Australian flag and partying!! We walked around the city, then settled on a spot under a tree in a park next to the Swan River. It was early and there wasn`

2005-01-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, I am back. Love y`all peeps!!! Really, it had really been a good week for me. Settling down in another country had never been this fast, i mean, like, i do miss y`all but thats what i wanna do! Ya, this blog entry may be a quick message, sorrie, will give ye a better entry next time, when I am all settled with stuff here aiight? cya! Auf Wiedersehen!

2005-01-07T15:55:00.000+08:00

You Are a Seeker Soul You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to

2005-01-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

Have forgotten about Jan 1 2005 , wanna thank Ilario and Hana for attending the dinner at Cafe Cartel! Just this short, had fun taking neoprints with Hana, Ilario did not join us coz his parents gonna bring him home! Anyway, thank ye all again, including Yenn, coz had dinner with her on Jan 2 2005 in Genki Sushi! Arigatou Minna-san!

2005-01-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

Life, such unpredictibility, such irony, shouldn`t i enjoy? Yup i`m enjoying every minute of it! Yesterday I breaked for the first time in a thousand years(exaggerations! actually 4 months.LOL) My chair freeze(checked), handstand(checked), hollowback(lost), toprock(still learning), headstand(have not practiced) and etc... I am lazy to elaborate aiight? Lol... Then changed to go townside, to

2005-01-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Its weird, A whole year had just gone by in an instant. I know I am kinda late in such stuff, but gotta take care of business...I will have a busy week and a half, coz i`ll be going out with lotsa different group of friends. It would be tough but I know its worth-while. Just had lunch at a vegetarian restaurant, the anbience is cosy but not too overloaded in that sense. The food would be

2004-12-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

LOL! Since this will be the last blog of the year for me, well, i`m gonna write till my hand broke! LOL! I`m kinda hungry, maybe getting some home-cooked food! Yummylicious! Hhmmm....alot of shit has been happening this week! Firstly, my Mum was admitted into Singapore General Hospital! Why, coz she has to be observed and stuff like that to diagnose any illness causing her legs to swell! And what

2004-12-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling today`s BBQ will be enjoyable, I am already getting ready for it. Yup, its Sharlene`s b`dae, kinda guilty not buying her any present, I guess I was too busy and do not know what she likes. Hmm...It is know that I have finally fathom why Ilario does not like going to parties and BBQ, it is a fear, something is stopping him from going to such events, he cannot even make an effort

2004-12-30T15:48:00.000+08:00

It is time to say farewell, To years of school life in S`pore, And to friends so close, Going to a new environment, It is a decision so chose, A journey I must undertake, Understand and respect it, I aint gonna forget ye all, Till we meet again.

2004-12-20T18:45:00.000+08:00

okok..I know the font is kinda plain, lol.. Really wanna apologise if anyone of you read my previous blog entry dated Saturday 18 December 2004 and felt offended. Hmm...anyway, today was kinda uneventful for me. Went to work at 12pm(!!!), slacked for awhile, did some assignments, went to the bank to get queue number to deposit some cash(an errand), went back to work. And shit(!), forgot about it!

2004-12-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

What a world, What a joke! Yesterday was the day I collect my 'N' level results, and guess what, I got 6 points, aint that great? Shouldn't I celebrate? Well, glad to say, I aint celebrating. I mean, what is the use of such a certificate when I am leaving next month for Australia, leaving everyone behind? Hahah~! Such is the irony when ye actually realised people have dual characteristics, like a

2004-12-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

Upon looking at my blog template, I`ve realised that it really looked outdated, stupid and very out-of-shape! The tagboard to some monitor screen might look out of place, the html and graphic definitely doesn`t match what can I do about it? I don`t think I can because I don`t have the latest Adobe Photoshop and I know nuts about designing templates, so if there are people who are patient and kind

2004-10-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm....sorrie...for that loonnggggggg break, i noe i noe, my blog looks deserted, though i`ve updated last Tuesday...lol... Anyway, I dun noe whether my passion for breaking had stop long ago or that i had hidden from my mind, i dunnoe wats happening, anyone willing to show me the ropes again? i promise i will attend sessions....anyone, please guide me back to the passion i once had a year ago!!

2004-10-19T17:00:00.001+08:00

confusions of the third kind Kinda bored..nothing to do, anyway, today is my mum`s birthday, gonna chill and have fun at the chalet.....adios amigoes

2004-10-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

confusions of the third kind Kinda bored..nothing to do, anyway, today is my mum`s birthday, gonna chill and have fun at the chalet.....adios amigoes

2004-09-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hey, erm sorrie...... i`m gonna summarise what i`ve been doin these past days.... 6/9/04: I took my Chinese N levels Written and Listening exams...hmmm...Hope i pass! must pass!! 7/9/04: Combined Humanities - Social Studies...... Phew! luckily i studied one of the chapters that came out, and i mean only one came out!!! Phew! Hmm...Went to meet Leon, looking at every designer labels in Orchard

2004-08-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

I`m feeling kinda wierd today..i have this feeling that whoever i made friends with, they will avoid me days, months or years........ Why must that happen to me? All i did was to be myself, only to realised i`ve been spurned.... have anyone actually considered my feelings? I wanna change my bad habits, but people should understand that i aint a person who would change my views about something,

2004-08-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

kkk, gotta admit, i did not really put my heart and soul into watever i have been doing, i do wish i have a goal to push myself, but i just dun have the heart to really study the subjects required. Sometimes i wonder why am i have such an attitude towards things, especially major exams, perhaps of my laziness, yet it could be my gullibility.... I love trying new things, especially things that had

2004-08-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

Now now, the NDP preview was way too exciting to talk about, but never did I ever experienced such dullness in some of its programs. Yaya, people saying its just a free ticket, what more should i expect anyway? Ye can say that again, but i dun mind! Okz, anyway, the preview was on 31 July 2004, which was two days ago....It started with a bid to heighten the energy of the crowd and i was kinda

2004-07-24T11:11:00.000+08:00

Bored!!!! Haven`t been breaking for a longggggg time! cant stand my laziness, must counter it, sometimes i can, yet sometimes i can`t, i know it takes motivation and persuasion of oneself, but it is according to my mood, what i wanna do and when i wanna do. Juxtapose my old self and my current self, i realised the big changes i`ve gone through, all so unexpectable, yet so fast! I really need to

2004-07-19T17:11:00.000+08:00

hhmmm.....wat to type? So many days but no event interestin to type about, tho my interest in Psychology, Sociology, Egyptology and the Norse mysteries have been growing!!! Gothic lolita tea party coming! wat to wear then? erm...i`d wear thos gentleman outfits with some punk and gothic elements? hows that? suggestions in tagboard please! Arigato! Ja Ne!

2004-07-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

G&LB4

2004-07-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a very fun day, coz me and my friends went to [Cosfest 2004]!!! It was a very enjoyable and wonderful day as my friends prepare to make me up for the event, I cosplay as an original goth jrocker(got the shock of my life!)!! There r practically hundreds of people and they were looking at us as if we r curios or something, and alot of cameras aiming at us and some people ask us to

2004-06-22T13:47:00.000+08:00

Arrgghh!!!!!! When i look at i my past blogs i realised how time flies when ye aint looking, and now is June 22!! I`m shocked, coz i thought yesterday`s June 9!! Lolx, Anyway, June holidays is a waste, coz i hasnt been doing anything, not even revision, what a waste of TIME!! Haizz....anyway, the 'N' levels` coming...argghh!! stressed, i wished i aint studying in Singapore, coz the educational

2004-06-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

::Reflections Dedicated to my Beloved Dog:: Shadow Hmm... I know y`all folks will think why am I doing this but it seems logical for me to clarify matters and express my heartfelt love for this beautiful animal who had been by my side for years, he is Shadow. Folks kept asking me why I did not cry for him, as crying is a form of consoling, of pouring out my sadness, but I chose and vowed never

2004-06-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hhmm....its the holidays and i`m bored, so bored i am ready to ask anyone out, includin my dog! Anyway, yesterday went to a concert, its organised by my school, but was held in Victoria Concert Hall, name of concert? Its >>:Montage:<<, wat a "grand" name to begin with, the performance actually was kinda moderate, i dun really like it, it aint astounding as it sounds...even my friend thought its

2004-05-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

HHmmm....i`ve not been updating for over a month!!! Well, guess its time to let out important shits about my life now! 25th May 2004:I went out with my favourite 'Gothic Crazy' friend to Kinokuniya (Takashimaya) to look for some books and browse it over, Overall, the books are about Gothic Lolitas, and they are so unique and sooo original! I am indeed proud of this friend! Anyway, We then went

2004-04-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

okokz, i`ll summarise everything over the past weeks, I was kinda lazy to do the blog so i guess the results are here, lol, anyway, last week there`s alot of shit, lol, last friday i went to gym for the first time in a year and i was like aching all over!! Then i went into the sauna and steam room, but i cant differentiate between the two, and while in the steam room, i chatted with an American,

2004-03-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hhhmm...okok, i hasnt been updating this blog for a week! I`m kinda busy these few days, but in reality, i think i am actually lazy to write! LOL!! Nothing amusing happened this week anyway......few exceptions is the class test, my friend`s b`dae bbq so enjoyable, Saw dope bgirls in Floor Skillz, she did a flip! I assure ye most gals dun dare do it, but actually i am not discriminating, Bouts of

2004-03-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm...today`s a wierd day, nothing to do, boring, *sigh*...anyway, later going to watch the Floor Skillz Competition at Takashimaya, the host website is 3 Barz , hehe~! That i guess will be fun! there`s nothing more to say besides the fact the ASATRU is a religion I have grown to like and love, they have this phatz Nine Noble virtues! Heheh~! Only thing is whether i have the dedication and

2004-03-18T11:43:00.000+08:00

Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive andcovered in scales, they shimmer with strengthand magic. They are the most obvious display ofyour power - though it runs equally throughoutyour heart and mind. You are uncompromising andgrave, with a profound sense of justice. Youhave firm ideas about what is right and what iswrong and set out to fix what problems you can.You realize that you are more

2004-03-07T11:16:00.000+08:00

I guess i`m a loser(puts L-shape hand on forehead)...*sigh*...yestersday breaking was kinda pleasant..hehe~! fear of falling on my back is something like vanished!!! Hahahaha~! oops kinda self-centered but sometimes i felt being alone would be good, but yet i thought i really need friends...*sigh* so bother-some......anyway, trip to Japan was great!! Got alot of insight...!!! Aahh, lazy to write,

2004-01-18T10:26:00.000+08:00

I`ve been thinkin abt it...and yup, yesterday`s capoeira class perks me up and i`m full of energy! But i accidentally kicked or hit people well training there, so embarassin, sorry....then i wanna choose whether to break or eat at home, i chose home..coz some friends not free to go...heheheh~! ate one of the best meals, coz my maid cooked shark fin soup, i guess its fake though...and abalone to

2004-01-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

HHmm...hasnt updated for quite sometime...felt kinda depressed, but dunno over wat..*sigh*...... anyway, I love readin books on Ancient Egyptian and Nordic stuffs...hahahhaaha~! School sux and its boring spendin so much time in school!! Bboyin is wat i love, but coz of school, its reduced to twice a week..*sigh* I really love the holidays, might as well quit this school, coz people there sux,

2003-12-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Wahahahahaa!! best day of my life manz..its on the 13th December 2003, and i`ve finally made it with a headstand! OMG! get the camara, hahaha~! anways, these few days practice headstand until head sore, i din even put on a head gear, talk abt sAFeTy pReCaUtIons!! lol~!!! Christmas, christmas, ohh Christmas!!!! wahahahaa~! wats wrong with me today, my head`s screwed loose, maybe i`m tired...yup,

2003-11-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

wat can i say in this blog? okok, i`ve been busy with my bboying and capoeira stuffs...my goal is to be doin the best in bboyin i`ve ever done and start settin my standards to be better than expected, with these goals, i wouldnt be left at home wonderin wat to do in my f***** room...lol..... made lotsa friends..... Christmas comin, wat should i do? oh yeah, i`m gonna go to a friend`s house for

2003-09-03T19:45:00.000+08:00

yoz everyone, too lazy to put up colors for today`s blog. eating a sumptious dinner of broiled chicken, vegetable, minced meat, eggs and fishcakes now!!MMmmm....mouthwatering...okok......today is a normal day, asked god-bro to lend me the second instalment to Chobits, its a nice comic, funny too....Hhmmm.....some crappies came to wreck havoc in Yenn`s guestbook, thats definitely wat i call

2003-08-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

okok, Volks, not updated for long, its coz i`m busy and my life hasnt resumed to normal status is of coz natural!! Here goes: Ilario and me breaking during recess and we`ve had fun doing it, doin mistakes too!! hehe! We will learn!!! this afternoon went to HPB to wait for Yenn while her surgery taking place....After the surgery, gone back to school, actually wanting bro to lent me his comic book,

2003-08-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

Yoz everyone, first i`ve gotta say Saturday 9th august 2003 event was a BLAST!!! I kept taking photos of everyone within my camera lens` reaching distance but i`m angry with the digital camera i`ve had with me coz it battery became low and i can`t talke photos using it and i`ve regretted to this day.......but...an extra camera came clicking away and i`ve had fun using it, performed at the NDP`03

2003-08-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

yoz ppls, its my first day with a couple da breaker friends and i`ve learnt alot indeed, Yuna Sama and Yenn really are the greatest ppls on earth, they gave me confidence for my breaking stunts and tho they had flaws, they are still going great! i meant it! its B-E-A-Utiful day! after that i went to buy boxers from Calvin Klein with them and its just embarrassing but nvm, they r liberal! Peace

2003-08-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

yoz everyone! Have got nothing to talk about, except that Tiff did not come to school for two days, i really felt sad coz she`s one of my favourite friends! Nothing much happened today, except for Detention, boring read Harry Potter and the ........of the Phoenix!!!! Hm......school`s Heartstring day carnival today, have got great fun but tired and drained...tried another round of breaking again!

2003-08-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

yoz everyone, me the jAcK is here and well, things started to get a little better.....Dancing with Yenn and the others at the school hall yesterday and today, leg a little sore but hey, dancing is my life and its a blast coz my energy is still as full as ever......Sometimes i really wanted to kill a sore loser but its illegal, so i guessed i`ve gotta wait till the magick happens(*juz joking*).

2003-08-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

Yoz guys, have got a bad time in school, got into lots of trouble lately, Detention kept pouring on to me like flowing water, cant seem to keep up with work...eventually, i`ve really lost meaning on life, but i dun wanna die coz everyone close to me is dear, irregardless of your no-no attitude to me or watever, coz deep inside is a much wonderful part of yer all, my true friends. Anyway, Mdm H

2003-08-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

Yoz ppl, it`ll be boring today, stupid Sunday....Nothing to do, except to come online and type this blog, might go out in the evening, i do indeed like the feeling of being in cosmopolitan parts of the city and explore the different shops and observing ppls doing stuffs i dun normally do. Well, i cant seem to ask anyone out, so i guessed i`d go alone. Anywayz, gd luck to those ppls having their

2003-08-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey there, just came back from the last rehearsals for Singapore`s National Day Parade 03 and kinda tired out. Rehearsals fun but the actual day, which is on the 9th August will be full BLAST!!Yeah man, it truly rox when yer in an interesting event, an opportunity once in a lifetime which my mum once missed when she`s young, well my pop`s in the army when he gotta perform...he`s got a great time

2003-08-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

yoz, i`m new here, so feel free to browse around and know me more. I`m kinda into breaking(breakdancing), so if anyone in Singapore willing to teach me how to break, i`d be glad to be under yer wing man! Unbelievably life is still the same, crazy old me, confused and sad, over wat on earth i dun really know, i can`t seem to express my feelings real deeply, coz trust not really matters to me! So