Hey Bitches, I'm back!

Of course, Gossip Girl influence not withstanding, there have been couple of alterations to my lifestyle since my last blog entry and I feel, for a lack of a better word, very much adjusted to the state of things. With University being a dominant aspect of my life right now, the reduced blog entries just meant that I have more time for other pursuits such as socialising (making connections), studying and working on my latest project, which will be released soon in due time.

Something to do with fashion and Luxury: they are a full force when mixed together! Til then!

XOXO

One month into living a peripathetic existence,
I foresaw my gypsy inclinations,
Do allow my transgressions,
into your territory.
Live.
Now.

Seasons by seasons my heart goes unheard,
in the yellowed leaves I plea for thee,
that winter bequeathed a timely cold,
to freeze the heart and let it go,
tis the time for a relentless blizzard,
the barren mother a souless ghost,
Unmoved and unconcerned.

It's been a long time since I've last blogged. Well, not so long but a month's worth isn't something to be proud of anyway.

Let me see what I have been really busy with...

Work.

Renovating the new house.

My own room! Like, finally!!!!!

But it still sucks. (Don't ask me why)

Contemplating on how many ways I can commit suicide without making it look like one. Dying the "natural" way should be on my death certificate right? Don't anyone wish for that? To me that would be great.

Taking care of my wonderful sister who is about to give birth in about a month. Exact date is stipulated to be on the second week of September! Oh I can't wait!! I kept thinking about how my nephew would look like... How his character would be and what joy he would give us!!! Woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, that's about it. I'm actually a freaking boring person

No matter how much you would push me away, I'll still love the way I did since our relationship... I REALLY DO! Please accept me back into your life...

Nothing is impermanent. But love is eternal til it's owners die, then it becomes void.

Wow! Some choice songs to show how you feel, or should I say that's how I feel now.

"Not ready to make nice"

"Without you"

Both by Dixie Chicks, videos from Youtube. Such a nice voice, lyrics rocking, score superb, what else?

Enjoy your Sunday while you can.

It has been almost nine months since her departure. I can't fathom the feeling of emptiness inside that has been raging since that fateful day.

Yes, emptiness.

Someone who has never been left alone in his life due to the many wonderful moments with friends and family just felt empty, and lonely. Someone who just wanna have fun and ignore his depression just couldn't let go of this new and alien emotion. It is as if years of building forts around my heart has been left in vain. The invasion of this bug couldn't have been more subtle in its war against the host. Bit by bit, the durability started wearing off, revealing slowly but surely, bits of naked flesh. Before long the tall walls have been reduced to ruins. What could be more stronger than the Great Wall? Definitely not this one, even when a saying denounce the weakness of the heart as nothing but an illusion.

After the walls had collapsed, the bug went into it's mission: to eat the heart alive. To suck on it's essence, to feed on it's life. The battle has just began.

Inevitably, the alien just took over the dying life form, controlling it's every movement and stealing it of its most attractive and functional qualities. The parasite has gain authority. It is up to the life form to fight it, but for it to start building up an army, it must feed on the love from others.

It soon got back it's momentum, creating a force which started purging the parasitic organism. But not long before it was too late. One of the generous ones whom he has been feeding on starting vanishing, turning into vapour and finally into nothingness. It has disappeared, leaving nothing but memories to cling on to. The mark left proved to be indelible, causing the being to grief.

But the love fed from the others did not stop, thereby bringing the bug to full submission. This began his journey to recovery.